Doing Good!! Only 28 more days!!

After another scare this weekend, I have to dramatically alter my daily routine. More resting is on order for the duration of this pregnancy, which will be about 5 more weeks and 6 days. Me having to tone it down for 5 weeks and 6 days is not going to be an easy thing to do. But at least I should be all caught up on school work.

I kind of lost my religion the other day (for those of you unfamiliar with the "lost my religion" term, it basically means I let another silly no-nonsense bitch get to me). I kept wondering why I kept getting hits on this page from the Bronx and I know why. Seems a link to my profiles, websites, etc were posted in a group that I am so very thankful I am not a part of anymore. Some of the females in that group have some real hate towards other black females who are successful and choose to live their lives in a way that is not considered "Black Enough" for some people.

I really do not care what they think. I live my life for me and me only!! But the fact that she constantly comes back to see what I am doing (and no Ms Makle, I am not referring to you :-)Relax chica!! :-) Congrats) lets me know that I mean something to her, but she can keep her desires and fantasies to herself, I don't roll like that. She made her intentions clear in several posts about what she likes and I'm sorry, but there is nothing that she can do for me. Sorry Happy-Nappy....I don't role like that!! :-)

I sat down and realized that there are only 28 days to my 31st birthday!! I'm excited as heck, although birthday plans will be scaled back some. Let's see what trouble I can get into for this birthday. I'm sure as heck planning a big party for #32!!! Can we say Dominican Republic?

Uh-Oh!! On my way to hospital!!

I'm having BHs a bit too close together for my liking and for my docs liking, so for safety reasons and because doc is on call tonight. I'm on my way to the hospital. They are like every 3-6 minutes. Just this odd cramping feeling that is not supposed to happen on a pattern like this/ Will update later. Have to go and tell my mochas.

September Appearances!!

I'm going to have to push back my September appearances, or at least find some new ones to do. May not do any, I still don't have my sash. I am starting to think the "bat" stole it. Who knows? If she did, cool, karma is a bitch. If she didn't, cool...I'm getting too big to do any appearances anyway and would rather wait until later on in the year or after the new year.

I am thinking I have an idea which way I want to go pageant wise. It's down to one of the two. I'll be sure to post that later on.

Philly K is hitting Chicago this week, should get to see him. Depending on the schedule. Haven't seen him in about 6 years to be exact (Hey Phil...I know you're reading this!!)) LOL!!! Hurry up and get here already!! I may even force myself to listen to Jazz music while you are here!! :-)

Anywho, has been a very trying week. But I did not let someone beat me down. Had to make a decision and it wasn't personal. But whatever may happen afterwards, so be it. I'm at a point where I really don't care, I'm all about getting Little Miss Taylor out right now. I'm thinking I'm going to go in earlier than 38 weeks. I hope so, I'm so ready to have my body back to myself. :-)

Hi To All My Fans!!

I see that I have some new fans!! :-) I seem to ruffle feathers regardless of where I go, ask me if I care. People know that I am opinionated as hell and say what's on my mind. I don't mince words for anyone or to spare anyone's feelings. If I have something to say, then guess what?? I'm going to say it. If I don't like you, guess what? I'll let you know that I don't like you. I have a very small group of friends and for a good reason, because some women and men...regardless of their race...can be catty bitches.

I have advanced too far in my life to worry about what someone who means nothing to me has to think about me. I say what is on my mind, when it is on my mind. If you don't like it, ignore me, but guess what I'll always be the way I am. Opinionated, but cool as hell. Plain and simple. I've started and still remain in some very succesful businesses and will not let someone who has no purpose in life get to me. When she:

* Can start not one, not two, but over 3 successful businesses
* Can be named as the President of not one...but two regional Semi-Pro sports leagues and turn one of them into a NATIONAL sports league
* Can overcome what I have overcome in the last year alone

Then she can get at me. Until then, she needs to stay in a jealous bitches place!!

With that said. Tommorrow, I'll be back to my regular blogging!! :-) Now do some of you see why I don't post pics of my family and kids all over the place, because of psychotic bitches like Happy2BaNappyHoe!!

With that said...someone tried to pull my card today!! But guess what, she isn't shit to me. And yes, I said she isn't shit to me. She's nothing but a straight slut in my book and she can run and tell whoever I said it. Whatever happens after I publish this, oh well...can't please everyone.

She's a straight slut and is using a board like BBC to furtehr her own freakiness. Now, I dont' knock anyone for doing what they do because I do what I do and have done what I done. But BBC (Babycenter.com a place for pregnant women and mothers) is not a place to proudly announce that you like F*****G the S**t out of females!!! It's not a place to find your next sexual conquest..reather it be male or female. Now, I'm all for doing what makes you happy. But there are places for things like that.

People like Happy2BaNappyHoe are ruining good sites like BBC to further their own freak-filled games!! There are places like CL or AFF to find a freak like yourself. Why stoop so low as to go to a site like www.babycenter.com to get your rocks off is beyond me!!! But I guess you can't turn a Hoe into a housewife!!

Not Feeling So Well!!

Today I woke up a bit too early, but I had some things that needed to be done super early. I realized that I was better off staying in bed. I had a slight fever a majority of the day, a sore throat and later on in the day I had body aches. It was funny because immediately after I came in, I spent about an hour on the net, watched "I Love MOney" and went to sleep and slept for almost 6 hours straight. That's how I get when I'm getting sick. I feel somewhat better now and just have to take things easy for a bit.

This week is going to be somewhat busy, as the A.D.T man is coming tommorrow to do a walk through so that we can get this place secured. I'm interested in learning what he has to say. I think I've found all the weak spots in this place, but I'm sure he'll find something else. Have plans for a nice little security system here. It will be a good investment for the next few months.

Also, have plans on getting a new car within the next few weeks. I've been looking at the Chevy Impala, but I'm sure when I get to the lot, that I'll see something else I want. I have to stay away from the Escalade's. I love those, but that is something that I cannot handle right now.

Heard from Miss Monica again today. I have to send her some more pics. She doesn't think that I have grown. Yeah, sure!! I've grown a bit too much.

Will post more later.

Okay...I'll Blog Everyday From Now On!!

I got an email from a relative who asked why I don't blog everyday like I used to. I will be doing that. I'm going to reserve this blog for things I have no problem sharing with the world, but for more private things, and that includes pics of the family. You have to be invited to read the other blog.

Sorry, but there are too many nuts out here. Too many women killing other women for babies, too many jerks that like to do stupid things (i.e....put your head on the body of a flying witch!!! How stupid and immature was that?) But I guess I'm liked because those two supposedly "Holy" women made a short movie in which references to me were made several times. I'm not important to them or to the pageant world, but they find so much time to talk about me??? Weird isn't it. They see me as a threat, plain and simple. I hate to sound arrogant, but that's how I feel.

Anywho, for an invite to the private blogs I have, send me an email at: alwayshere42@yahoo.com and IF I know you...then you'll get an invite to read the private blog!! Sorry, but haters have to be kept as far away as possible. And don't try creating some fake email address of people I know, I remember everyones email address and will verify with that person if they sent me a request to read the private blog!!

Anywho AGAIN....today is going to be quite busy. I made a list of things that need to be done. So pretty soon I'm going to get right on the ball.

Someone who I've been speaking with a lot over the past few months asked me what my thoughts were on the police officer who just passed yesterday morning after being robbed. They know my one run-in with the police of a certain area and this officer happens to be from the same area. I told them I felt nothing about the situation. I have a pretty low sense of respect for a certain police organization. But that will be dealt with soon, thanks to a wonderful man who does not tolerate the way this "Organization" acts.

What A Night!!! Had Fun Though!!

Last night was very eventful!! First I was attempting to watch the Olympics and came out of the room for something. I got to talk to the coolest guy out of Massie for a few minutes and got the confirmation that he's coming to Chicago in a few weeks. Good...I have not seen him in years!! Almost 5 to be exact!! And it's odd, that the last time I saw him, I was expecting (had just found out a few days before) and now I'm expecting again (due in a few weeks). Weird!! :-) But it will be good to see him. I shut the computer off for a few minutes and then figured I had some more work to do, so I turned it back on. I was talking to my mother on the phone and noticed a flicker in the lights. I thought "Oh, it's the wiring!". The wiring in this place stinks big time. It happened about 3 more times and then the lights just go completely out. Not just the light that was flickering, but every single light in the neighborhood. Everything north of 63rd street that is. They were out by Damen and possibly farther. I couldn't see East and I know they were out to the North as well, but do not know how far up North.

I got a few "Are you okay calls?". Yeah, I was okay. Me and the kids made a fun night out of it. The lights went off shortly before 8:45pm and we had 2 hours of sheer fun. It's amazing how much fun you can have in the dark, when you are forced to shut off the tv and computers. We couldn't do anything but sit in the dark and enjoy ourselves. I'm sure we offended a few neighbors last night, but OH WELL!!! :-) We had fun. Someone from downstairs or next door would make a stupid comment about the lights and me being the vocal person I am, I would make a few corresponding comments. Keep in mind, I was sitting right on the other side of a window that faces the front of the house. So I know they heard me. I resorted back to a teen last night and was about to egg someone's car or someone, but I had to pull it back to being an adult!! It would have been fun though. I haven't egged someone or something in years. We laughed the entire 2 1/2 hours of the blackout. Of course, Com-Ed being the jerks they are, took their sweet time. I voiced my opinions on Com-Ed and the Chicago Police Department as well during this blackout.

I also voiced my opinion on the "Family" down the street. There were 2 fire engines that were simply turning down this street to go back to their station. Of course they had to have full lights on. No sirens were on, just all their lights. So, this "Family" started cheering like they were going to assist in getting the lights turned back on. Umm...no...they were going back to the station to enjoy their own electricity (they have back up generators). They were clapping and cheering, the people down on this end of the street and on the next street let them know what they thought of their clapping and cheering. Only in Chicago!! :-) You have to love Chicago. I love it, but my time here is fastly coming to a close!! Just a few short months and we are out of here!! :-)