I keep going back and forth, back and forth on rather or not to compete in 2009. Part of me says yes, and part of me says no. The yes part is for everything that comes with it. The only no part, is the fact that I know I'm not well liked by many people out of the Mid Atlantic states (ask me if I honestly care), but I know as soon as it is announced what pageant I am competing in, the ugly pageant "bats" are going to come out of the woodwork and start right back up. It's been calm and quiet over the past few months (counting 4 months now with no drama). But we'll see how soon it'll start back up if I decide to compete live again. I've been doing non-live pageants for the past two years, so I want to do live next year. I'll be making a decision very shortly!! YIKES!!!